Anthony and I met up this past Sunday for another hook up session. It was our first time meeting since last November. The last couple times we met I noticed that he's not able to keep an erection. He gets excited when his nips are aggressively sucked but once that stops, his erection dies. He had me repeatedly suck them to get hard but it didn't get hard enough. As a result he had difficulty screwing since I myself am tight down there (since I'm not regularly doing it). The reality is that he's in his mid-60's so it makes sense that he isn't as spry as he used to be. But we still enjoyed ourselves jacking off.
Anthony being the great host always offers me a chance to shower up afterwards. His selection of soaps however is of the Axe body spray kind which has a strong scent. He does have a bar of soap that looks like Irish Spring which Dom uses so I gravitated towards that.
But Anthony heavily uses Axe which means he is reeking of the smell. When I got home and Dom and I had dinner, he noticed the scent on me and was asking me what I washed up with. He even asked if I was hugged up on someone which I denied. I know I said that I need to tell Dom about Anthony but it's hard to just say it. Even though Dom would understand (since it's been years since we had last had sex), I worry about hurting his feelings.
I did promise Anthony that I would plan something soon for Dom and he to meet. Anthony now makes a point to ask me what dolls Dom has purchased. I honestly can't keep up with all the different brands he has. I figure it would be good for them to meet so they can talk doll shop. But now I'm nervous that Dom will notice Anthony's scent and put two and two together.
At the end of the day my heart is with Dom. I love Dom and want to be with him. I will say I myself am slowing down sexually and haven't been actively seeking it out. Part of it though is dealing with the games guys play. I've had to deal with that game playing for more than 25 years so that gets old. So unless a guy tickles my fancy on the social sites, I rarely respond to anyone. The only other guys I occasionally chat with are my usual suspects - Midas, Doug, and Mitch. It's all nonsexual there with an occasional tease that leads nowhere.
Speaking of Mitch, he reaches an exciting milestone in a couple weeks. After March 28th, he'll have less than 2 years left in his prison term. So he's definitely excited about that. By the time he is released he'll be over 65. With the help of his daughter, he's found a new home that he'll be able to move into upon release. It's actually a few miles from the Japanese grocery store that I used to frequent when I lived in Illinois so that's cool. I look forward to seeing him again once he's released.
