Hear E Goes Again...Again
Wednesday, October 30, 2024
My Stockholm Story
Thursday, October 24, 2024
Defying Sanity
The sounds of Wicked have been ever present in my ear. Dom's been excited by the upcoming theatrical release of Wicked this holiday. A lot of the doll community has been buzzing about this latest incantation. So of course to prepare for the release I've been hearing the theatrical songs from Wicked over and over.
There have also been dolls made just in time for promoting the upcoming movie. Of course Dom's been on top of ordering those and even had me trolling for one at our local Walmart. They did not have the specific one he wanted so I was off the hook. But I imagine when the movie comes out, Dom will see it multiple times like he did when the Barbie movie came out.
So Dom and I are currently in Reston, VA for the doll convention that he won a lottery for the right to pay for. I still don't understand that. I'm basically on my own in the area while he goes to the conference since it would've cost just as much for me to attend and there's nothing I would enjoy. There's no doubt Wicked will be the talk of the convention. Dom did say he's not planning on buying anything since he's already pre-ordered the main items that the conference is promoting. Hopefully he sticks to that plan.
Since I'm not far the Metro system, which serves Maryland, D.C., and Virginia, I plan on spending the next couple days hanging out in D.C. I believe there's a casino somewhere in the vicinity that I went to before when we were last in D.C. So I may check that out again.
I will say our trip to the airport (which we left the house at 4:15 AM) and ultimately getting to the gate proved to be one of the smoothest experiences at an airport I've ever had. Ironically it was because of Dom's current state with needing a cane. The security line was miles long but when we got to the first leg, an employee took pity on Dom and moved us through the line. Then TSA was so fast as we passed through guards with canines verifying that we weren't carrying drugs. Then there was no having to take out our laptops or our shoes. I even went through the regular scanner which was a good thing since the t-shirt I wore was a bit snug and I didn't want to bare my belly when lifting up my hands. But alas it went off because of my belt. But it was no big deal. The agent just had me hand her the belt and had me walk again. To top it off once we were past the security checkpoint, the gate we needed to go to was right in front of us. We couldn't ask for a more smoother transition through. Dom thankfully was able to pre-board since he needed more time. All-in-all it was a great journey. We'll see how it is going back.
Monday, October 14, 2024
Torn Between Two Lovers
Mary McGregor - Torn Between Two Lovers
VERSE 1
There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind
Even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt
Before I say another word let me tell you, I love you
Let me hold you close and say these words as gently as I can
There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved
But that doesn't mean I love you less
And he knows he can't possess me and he knows he never will
There's this empty place inside of me that he can only fill
REFRAIN
Torn between two lovers, feeling like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules
Torn between two lovers, feeling like a fool
Lovin' you both is breakin' all the rules
Tuesday, October 1, 2024
Mama, I Love You
Spice Girls - Mama
Verse 1She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free
Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be
Every other day I crossed the line, I didn't mean to be so bad
I never thought you would become the friend I never had
Pre-Chorus
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Refrain
Mama I love you, Mama, I care
Mama I love you, Mama my friend
You're my friend (You're my friend)
Verse 2
I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I've had a lot of time to think about, about the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Repeat Pre-Chorus
Repeat Refrain
Sunday, September 29, 2024
Layoffs Again
The company I worked at recently announced that they were closing one of our corporate offices. A lot of folks from my department worked at this location. They were told that if they wanted to keep their jobs they would have to agree to relocate to one of three other offices or lose their job and get a severance. They have until end of October to decide and the office will close by end of November.
I found out about it last Thursday from a former teammate in Indianapolis whose boss works at the affected office. Financially it makes no sense for a lot of folks to relocate and there's no indication that the company is assisting in paying for relocation expenses. Actually I'm not sure on the last part since I'm not one of the impacted. But so far everyone I know that is impacted is not relocating which means they are out of a job.
I was shocked that the affected folks were not given the option to work remotely full-time. But maybe I shouldn't be surprised since the company has been pushing for everyone to return to the office. I also found out that some of the impacted that weren't in our department were offered the option to work remote. I definitely do not understand why some roles were given the option while others weren't. It's created some hard feelings no doubt among those affected.
This latest layoff news has left me feeling scared and confused. The last time my company did a layoff I didn't quite reach a year into my employment. I do know there's no such thing as job security. I just wonder how much time I have until I get laid off again. Of course I'm hoping that I have enough time to execute my plan to try and pay off my remaining debt and maybe have something leftover to take care of some things around the house and of course retirement.
It would be nice if I could choose to leave on my terms as opposed to being told I'm no longer needed. But I know that's not how it works. I just have to keep the faith that things will work out. A small price to pay for living the American dream, right?
Thursday, September 26, 2024
Running On Fumes
I made it back from Dreamforce safely in one piece. It was a surreal experience being there and seeing the sea of folks in attendance. I worked three different shifts during my time there. They were long but I pushed through each of them. For the most part they were fun, even though there was one shift if I had to do it over again I would not choose. My fellow volunteers in that shift were extremely rude and made me feel unwelcome. The only thing that got me through it were a couple of nice guys from other booths nearby that took pity on me and came to talk to me and made me more comfortable. To top it off one of those volunteers wanted me to snap a group picture of them. After I took the photo, a customer expressed how it was terrible that I made to be left out of the photo. At first I was trying to diffuse him but the customer was right. He saw what they did was wrong and wanted to speak up on it. The final kicker was that two of the folks came up and proceeded to stand by me and talk to each other without even acknowledging I was there. Luckily it was quitting time and I just rolled my eyes and walked away. I was glad that nightmare was over.
My hotel was about an hour away from the Moscone Convention Center where Dreamforce was being held. Day 1 I took the shuttle to the airport and then the BART from the airport to a stop near the convention. Day 2 I actually had a good Samaritan take me there via his Uber free of charge. Day 3 I got my own Lyft to go to the event.
It took me some time to figure out where my manager and my other teammates were at different points of the conference. At the end of each conference day we commuted back to our local office. On the first night there was an afterparty event not far from the convention center. My co-workers and I danced the evening away. I hadn't danced like that in years and I felt every bit of body ache the next two days.
The second night there was a concert at the Oracle Park stadium headlined by the artist Pink. The crowd was insane though so it was hard to really enjoy it but it was nice to see her perform. We left a little early to try and beat the crowd though a lot of folks opted to do the same.
The third night my manager's boss hosted a dinner at his family's home outside of Oakland, CA. It was a nice estate that of course I had to look up on Zillow. It's current net worth was around $3.7 million dollars. Someone's living large.
Needless to say with all the late nights, I literally was getting about 3 hours of sleep. By the third day I felt myself getting a cold. By the time I got home Friday I had a sore throat and spent the weekend trying to recover from it.
In health news I was happy to see that my PSA and A1C numbers were pretty good. I also visited the dentist in recent weeks and unfortunately they found a huge cavity in my lower right molar which required a crown. It took a few visits but I had the crown placed earlier this week. Unfortunately I have extreme sensitivity in that area when drinking something cold. But I'm hoping it'll get better. I have to go back to the dentist again mid-October to repair some old fillings in my lower right jaw that have worn out. It's my first time since 2020 that I've been to the dentist so I was overdue.
Dom and I have plans to go to Reston, VA for a doll convention he wanted to go to late October. Eugene also wanted me to visit him in October to watch the new Joker movie that's coming out. I'll have to see if I'm able to or not.
Saturday, September 14, 2024
Dreamforce 24 Bound
Remember my upcoming work trip in San Francisco I briefly mentioned? The time is quickly approaching for my flight and I need to pack still. I will be attending none other than Salesforce's annual Dreamforce conference. The conference promises to be the largest AI event in the world.
At my company there's been a push to learn more about AI since some of our customers may have cases related to it. In relation to the conference my manager mentioned that a few folks may be nominated to attend the conference (all expenses paid). Imagine my shock when she told me that I would be attending.
But since I would be attending free of charge (well after paying and getting reimbursed), it was expected that I would be volunteering at a few stations and interacting with users of Salesforce. I will admit the thought of having to do facetime with users is a bit intimidating. But attending the conference is a once in a lifetime event so I'm ready to take it all in.
So the last time I was in San Francisco was in 2018 when I traveled there for a project at the aviation firm I consulted for. I wondered why I attended that since my contract was ending less than two weeks afterwards but I went with it. Like I had a choice...LOL.
San Francisco as a whole seems to be on a huge decline. It's become more expensive to live there and there's stories of people that have jobs but they're living in their cars because housing prices are outrageous. The news stories paint San Francisco as a crime-ridden, homeless, and drug addicted oasis. I will admit the thought of visiting the city is a bit intimidating.
I don't remember feeling that way when I visited in 2014 and twice in 2018 (Dom and I were there together during my first visit staying at one of his friend's home). I actually do remember my favorite show Half & Half being based in San Francisco and there was an episode where a guy Mona dated was living in his car even though he supposedly had a good job. That was back in 2003 or 2004. So San Francisco woes is nothing new. There was even talk at one point of Salesforce moving their annual Dreamforce conference to a different city due to the huge homeless and drug problem the city has. Part of the concern was attendees feeling unsafe while in the city. But in the end Salesforce decided to continue to have their annual event in San Francisco.
So it'll be interesting to see how the city has changed since my last visit. The plan for me is to work downtown Chicago for most of the day with my luggage in-tact and then take the CTA to O'hare airport so I don't have to pay for parking. My flight leaves Monday evening and I return to Chicago on Friday afternoon.
Speaking of paying for items, I got my first ever official corporate credit card. I never had a corporate card at any of my other jobs. But it was felt to better track expenses associated with my travel and stay in San Francisco that it would make sense to have a card. I'm glad I have it too since the hotel cost alone is over $1500. I wasn't relishing putting that on my personal credit card. Once I head back the plan is to reimburse all expenses associated with the trip so I can pay off the corporate card.
I'm nervous of course but I am looking forward to this next adventure.